May 2012
97 posts
Let's get weird.
1: Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now?
-Because people are weird and hard to understand. Was something else supposed to?
2: Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone?
-Rarely. Maybe from Rufiooo and Faiza. Every. Week or so.
3: If your significant other smoked pot, would you care?
-Not really. I would if I needed to.
4: Do you find it easy to trust others?
-Nope. I can't completely trust even my closest of friends. I'm sure it's the same for them.
5: What were you doing at 11PM last night?
-Uhhh. Working.
6: You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you?
-No one because I left the party I got drunk at since no one was paying attention to me and I felt like doing something wreckless OR I was just really bored and knew I couldn't drive- so I attempted walking home.
7: What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?
I would scream, cry, punch things, think about all of the horrible things I could do to them while listening to raging loud music, then ignore them until those horrible thoughts went away so I wouldn't hurt them. After that, I'd do my best to ignore them and move on.
8: Are you close with your dad?
-I.. think so. Define close.
9: I bet you kissed someone last night, right?
-Ew no. I wouldn't kiss someone I didn't love. I can't.
10: What are you listening to?
-Portal 2 soundtrack. It'll get boring eventually.
11: You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it?
-Water. I can't get sick of it. Can't love it though, either.
12. Do you like hickeys?
-They aren't that special : o Unless you're really horny I guess.
13: What time do you go to bed?
-Recently- not until midnight or later.
14: Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
-Always.
15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both?
-Sometimes. My right hand is reliable half the time : 3
16: Do you always answer your texts?
-Nope. If I really like you, like LIKE like, I tend to answer back quickly- but if you don't answer back quickly for awhile, I get scared and slow down to the amount of time that person used to answer back so I don't seem desperate. But I really just wanna talk to you. : P Tard.
17: Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for?
-Every person. I hate falling because I can't handle the feelings. When it happens, I just want to throw up my heart and hand it to you because there are so many heavy emotions that come with it and I just wanna let them all out at once.
18: When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
-I'm talking to her right now. ;]
19: Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?
-Faiza, Ariana, Banchy, Katelyn... sometimes my crushes. Yeah. I smile, at least in my head, every time.
20: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
-"What's wrong with me?"
21: Is anyone else in the room with you?
-My baby sister.
22: Do you believe what goes around comes around?
-YES. Every time I do something bad, life gets worse for me. Every time I do something good with bad intentions, life gets worse for me. So. Basically- I have universal bad luck. It never ends.
23: Were you happier four months ago than you are now?
-.. Sure?
24: Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?
-Everyone. Every time I step out of place and hurt someone. I want to fix it.
25: In the past week, have you cried?
-Just a few moments ago, actually. I've done it a lot recently because of stress and emotional stuff. But always behind closed doors.
26: What colour is the shirt you are wearing?
-Black. It's my uniform for Dairy Queen : P
27: Do people ever call you by your last name?
-Noooo~
28: Is anyone ignoring you right now?
-I suppose so. If someone is ignoring me and I'm not in love with them, I usually shrug it off.
29: Do you have a best friend?
-2 really. I'd like to think I have 5.
30: Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?
-........~ Nope. The last person I kissed was.. from a dare. But it was sweet. c:
31: Who was your last call from?
-Mom maybe.
32: Are you mad at anyone?
-Definitely. I am angered easily. Clora smash : 0
33: Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
-Err. I was kissed at a night club. So probably.
34: How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday?
-Idk. I reallllllly don't. And I don't care.
35: How many more days until your birthday?
-A number of them, actually. A large number : OOO
36: Do you have any summer plans yet?
-Kinda.
37: Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex?
-Sorta.
38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now?
-I have to : P As they keep things from me.
39: Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone?
-I don't remember.
40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
-YES YES YES YESYESYESYESYESYESYESYESYESYES.
41: Do you think age matters in relationships?
-Depends.
42: Are you available?
-Almost desperately.
43: How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended?
-Just graduated. During? 4 I think.
44: If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get?
-NAVAL
45: Do you believe exes can be friends?
-Nonononononononoonononononoononoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!~
46: Do you regret anything?
-Yep.
47: Honestly, what’s on your mind right now?
-Faiza and the person I like. And this weekend's events.
48: Did you ever lose a best friend?
-Yes. Many. : /
49: Was your last kiss a mistake?
-LOL YEAH.
50: Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like?
-Cause I got REJECTED. OOOOH YEAH. REJECTEDDDDD.~
51: Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?
-Lul. No. Stop this 'person I kissed' nonsense.
52: Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed?
-NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.NOOOOOOO. I SAID NO.
53: What was the last thing you ate?
-FOOD. OMG.
54: Did you get any compliments today?
-Today? It's 2 a.m. So no.
55: Where are you going on your next vacation?
-FAR AWAY FROM TUMBLR. lol
56: Do you own anything from other countries?
-A scarf from Italy.
57: Are most of your friend guys or girls?
-A good mixture.
58: Where have you lived most of your life?
-EVERYWHERE. Good god.
59: When was the last time you took a long drive?
-Don't care. Don't remember.
60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle?
-No. Wouldn't want to unless it had all of my crushes in one place. It'd be interesting to see them kiss. ;)
61: Have you ever TPd someone’s house?
-Too mean.
62: Who do you text the most?
-Faiza.
63: What was the last movie you saw?
-The Avengers.
64: What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex?
-N/A.
65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2010?
-NONE.
66: Is the last person you kissed younger than you?
-NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
67: Do you curse around your parents?
-Not on purpose : P
68: Are you happy with where you live?
-Nope.
69: Do you collect anything?
-Memories. Feelings.
70: What’s your favourite colour?
-Green
71: Does the last song you listened to remind you of anyone?
-Yeaaah I guess.
72: Has anyone ever cheated on you?
-"It's cute how my boyfriend doesn't even know he's my boyfriend." Hahahaha. I hope not. But whatever. I've only had one boyfriend.
73: What are your plans for tomorrow?
-Friend's house.
74: Do you have siblings over the age of twenty-one?
-He's at twenty-one.
75: Does your last ex have a job?
-I hope he would by now. lololol
76: What would you do if you found out your most recent ex was in a relationship?
-I'd.. not care?
77: Where is your cellphone?
-On my lap : 3 Like a good little phone.
78: What colour is your cellphone?
-White.
79: What did you dream of last night?
-Toenails. Manicures.
80: Are you atheist?
-Not entirely.
81: Will you change your name when you get married?
-Maybe.
82: Are you ready for autumn weather?
-YES BY GOD. YESSSS.
83: Have you had any big storms recently?
-I DON'T FREAKIN' REMEMBER.
84: What kind of bottoms are you wearing?
-RIGHT NOW?!? Work pants. Dickies work pants. I'm still in uniform BI-OTCH. ;d
Mmm.
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I kinda wanna make this private.. but I don’t really like to believe that people worry and look at my shit like nosey people anyway :o
That means you Faiza.
In the past few days I’ve really lost a lot of respect for a few different people. I won’t say who. But I know. It’s not for anything really obvious anyway. I’m really open-minded. Like crazy. I...
I don’t always understand why I react to things in a certain way or how I can manage being with myself afterward.
I hate making me dislikable.. but what can you do.
I honestly would hate being friends with myself. It takes a special kind of person to deal with the things I do.
I just don't.
I like you. I don’t want to be friends.
What’s wrong with men?
"He does that to every girl."
Boy am I sick of flirts.
I have to be reminded everyday what a great life I have and how much more I would enjoy it if I just let things go.
I don’t think I can though. How selfish of me.
I normally act the way I feel.
Regardless of how dramatic it is.
But I have a heart and it only hurts more when you see my reactions.
I dislike.
How many guys has she slept with?
Only with the ones she loved.
